為甚麼。 。 。

為甚麼 。 。 。 為甚麼 english 老師要係全班到話我的 homework 是最叉﹐ 但同第二個女孩子就細細 sang "唔係當主成班學生說 "﹗ ﹗ ﹗ 點繼 ﹗ ﹗ ﹗ 點繼巨要針對我 啊 ﹗ 你自唔知今係可傷我的自尊 心 。 我真係好恨他 。 巨以為自己好過全部人 ﹐ 個個人都排平 (pai ping) 排平我d作業 ﹐ 同學的作業 ﹐ office 個點人 ﹐ 校長 , 校長 d english。 [唔通你係最好啊 ?] 我真係好想反門巨 ﹐ 但我很怕他會針對我 ﹐ 然後被一點很低分給我 ﹐ 但如過無人甘講告訴他 ﹐ 他會唔知到他的 "教科方法 " 很有問題 ﹗ 我好很他 。 係我識d人自中﹐ 有成四個都告訴我知他是全校最厭恨的老 師。 我很怕我 english course 會唔合格 。 。 。 我很怕 。 。 真很怕的。 。 。 。 。 。

uhhh 2nd lunch...

this is not fair.. hate the stupid guidance counsellor..goSH//i needed a timetable change then he got all mad and rude and starting blabbing all these mean stuff at me.. :@ i just told him i need to change my courses..and then when he was changing my timetable.. he just told me to get my math textbook.. and PRINTED the NEWLY schedule while i was NOT there!!!! and he put me on second lunch.. WHY? OMF***IN GOD... hate him.. i mean im new to the school.. i met new friends.. and now he wants me to stay away from then? omgggggg i am so PISSED... cant believe how mean he is... giving me all this attitude and kept on saying he was stressed and that its so hard to change timetables...but HELLLO thats ur job mister!! so stop comnplaining and being all whiney.. **SIGH** now i got no friends to sit with.. cuz of that whole lunch thing... so mad.,..is there any bright side to this??? i don't think so.../ well .... hmm... at least theres less chance that il see "him" and a bigger chance that i might see "him2"

I AM FREAKING OUT

this is not working out at all.. you know the whole "transfering-school-situation.. yah i'm having some problems with that.. i AM SO FREAKED OUT...WHY? well lets see the list :

- being lonely

-being lonely in a corner where people can SEE

- being lonely during LUNCH TIME..where i DO NOT know where we are suppose to SIT

- being lonely when u have to find some partner-y thing group works..

- being lonely where people see you be lonely and say "ha she's lonely"

i need tips, i need suggestions, HELP ME

a week left..

a week till school starts... how do i feel? nervous....scared... its a whole new school.. what am i suppose to do? i think i will be kind of lonely... but that's okay because i know i can live with it.. and I'm probably going to meet new friends.. right? hai... okay Cassandra , you have a week left, enjoy it before you go back to school and work your butt off, OKAY? and stop thinking about this,... ARGH... ;p

what self-fish can do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I've been through a lot today, getting registered to al***t c***b**l c.i Then i had to wait until my old school fixes the computer so then can "release me". While that time of waiting, i was was my cousins house, Cy****a was nice enough to hang out with me, while that evil selfish pig K***n, was just on her stupid computer. Me and Cy****a went to W**dS**E, and then her old school and then. the guidance consellor from al***t c***b**l called. Then i was at that school with Cy****a, after all that long wa;l we finally made it back to my cousin's home. I really dislike K***n, i dislike the way she treats her. K***n locks the computer so Cy****a doesn't go on it. Cy****a had to go to the library just to use the computer., and when me and Cy****a was making fried rice, she yells "can u be quiet" from way upstairs!! (can she close the friggin door?!?) If she was so against us making food WHY DID SHE EAT IT?! The way i see her yell at her sister makes me really sad "my heart hurts" All those mean things she says, i mean my and Cy****a are talking then she's all like "can u shut up" "B**ch, all kinds of rude and hurtful words are coming out of her mouth to Cy****a. I said to Cy****a that i feel sorry for her, for having a not-to-nice sister, and how her sister would not let her use the computer and always swears at her. At this moment i saw her eyes, they were red, tears were bubbling in her eyes. she wanted to cry, but she just had to hold it in. I know what im saying might be a bit dumb to be mad at K***n, but u really don't know the rest, She's really self-fish, she only cares about her self and yet she's the oldest child. Her mom and dad are really busy, she has to take care of Cy****a and her younger brother J***n. The money she earns for her job is always use on herself. Her mom is too busy to go shop and buy clothes for Cy****a. Shouldn't K***n be helping her sister Cy****a shop and buy clothes for new year, or even every other month, or once in a while. Cy****a said that K***n is going to new york.. okay thats absolutely fine, BUT before she goes shes going to LOCK the damn computer so Cy****a can't go on..!!! i can't believe it!!!!!!!! K***n sits in front of the computer all day while her sister is bored to death watching t.v shows she doesn't like. Imagine what is would be like if K***n cant use the computer for at least 1 day, she would probably be so bored with nothing.. just look at Cy****a SHE CAN"T EVEN GO ON THE COMPUTER!!!!!! This really makes me sad. If i have any left over money, i would buy a computer/laptop for her. Its really sad to watch her be sad, and she's my cousin!

LICKS..OMG

omg omg omg omg omg... Licks(the burger store) called today about a job interview, i think its cause i filled out a online application, but that was like 2 months ago. aw..too bad it was so far away from where i live.. :( thats not fair.. (cries, cries) You have no idea how "down" i am right now.. GR

i guess i am that " super duper bored..."

wow, i am surprised too that i actually came back to the blog, 11:45PM... really wanted to watch The Suite Life of Zack and Cody, too bad it is friday....sigh i still have a lot going on my mind.. is that what made me depressed, i am not sure. OMGOSH yesterday i was trying to remember a book i read a long time ago and now i finally remember, it was "Carribean Cruising" its the nicest and greatest book ever, even though its for kids and teens i still like it.. im going to go and buy that book tomorrow since i borrowed it from the library.. hehe. Today i was concentrating on reading Twilight, chapter 12, but for some reason i got so distracted by the t.v (which i turned it off after) ahhh, i really want to finish it, this book was really great in the beginning but then it just got bored after and i really want to know how i would feel reading it/finishing it. Everyone says this book is amazing and you can't get your eyes off of it.. but i just got bored of it, is it because i am dumb and that i cannot understand it or is it really that boring? Well.. we will have to see after i finish it. A lot of things were on my mind, i think my secret has been discovered (i don't want to give too many details about this situation) but lets say if someone found out your secret, what would you do? When i found out, i was shocked, i couldn't forget this horrible thing.. but then i calmed down and have a little thought, i said to myself " CAN I LIVE WITH THIS?" and the answer is YES, i said that to myself and calmed down, its not that big of a deal and the person won't remember it forever and even if the person goes and tells everyone thats okay too, because i am not going to let this stupid problem ruin my mood and the rest of my life. right? lol.. also another thing i am worried about this problem is kind of big and i hope it will work and suceed.

the end

toodles.

-cassandra

this is a very "mo liu" blog entry

umm... i have a feeling no one is ever going to read this, so here is goes.. okay im lost and bored.. i should really be sleeping its 1:49am, and im not even tired. im hopeless.. :( i like this font and i can't stop typing this is so fun im not even looking at the keyboard for once, awww i feel so proud of my self! yay me. okay lets be serious..i like sleeping its so fun. it seems so quiet, even though the t.v is turned on, but no one is watching it, whoopsy... aw man i suck at writing a blog entry thingy, the reason i actually register was so leave a comment, i don't think im ever going to vist my own blog thingy after this entry... maybe i will when i am super duper bored and have nothing else to do, oh wait, what if i don't remember my usename..

OMG i love the sisterhood of the traveling pants 2, it was an awsome movie, i love tibby.

the end

good bye blog place.

toodles.

- cassandra