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LOVE 'FUCKIN' HURTS...

un com for ta ble

what the HELL!!! is wrong with me? WHY IS IT SO HARD TO FORGET...my heart still HURTS ever moment she tells me how nice and sweet he is treating her!...and how he really loves her...

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all this time i thought the one he really like was me...

i guess i was thinking WAY too much
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my heart

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please save me.

trying but not suceeding

my heart really hurts.. i try to not think about it..i tell myself that i am so totally over this...but in the end..i still care.. i still think about it...why is it so hard to get over. im in tears while it is in happiness, i try to be happy because it is my friend. it is my good friend. i feel like a selfish friend, friends dont do that to each other...why am i so mean? why am i so evil? why am i so selfish? i should just be happy for both of it and be done with it. please i dont want anything.. i dont want to think about this.. i just want to be happy;.why is it so hard?!!

trying but not suceeding..

im so tired.. i try not to think.. but its really hard... my.. heart...hurts..

my heart hurts.

i feel so hurt...my heart...i feel a knife has been stabbed...i should be happy for her since.. she was the one who actually talked to him first.. and now they are going to the movies. omg.. i feel like.. im jealous but am i? i dont want to be mean.. but i thing him too.. a lot more.. think about everyday.. everynight.. every single second.. every minute.. every moment.. just all in my head.. cas cas cas.. get over it... please its for your own good!! get over itttttt.. pleaseeee... u dont wanna keep thin

為甚麼。 。 。

為甚麼 。 。 。 為甚麼 english 老師要係全班到話我的 homework 是最叉﹐ 但同第二個女孩子就細細 sang "唔係當主成班學生說 "﹗ ﹗ ﹗ 點繼 ﹗ ﹗ ﹗ 點繼巨要針對我 啊 ﹗ 你自唔知今係可傷我的自尊 心 。 我真係好恨他 。 巨以為自己好過全部人 ﹐ 個個人都排平 (pai ping) 排平我d作業 ﹐ 同學的作業 ﹐ office 個點人 ﹐ 校長 , 校長 d english。 [唔通你係最好啊 ?] 我真係好想反門巨 ﹐ 但我很怕他會針對我 ﹐ 然後被一點很低分給我 ﹐ 但如過無人甘講告訴他 ﹐ 他會唔知到他的 "教科方法 " 很有問題 ﹗ 我好很他 。 係我識d人自中﹐ 有成四個都告訴我知他是全校最厭恨的老 師。 我很怕我 english course 會唔合格 。 。 。 我很怕 。 。 真很怕的。 。 。 。 。 。

uhhh 2nd lunch...

this is not fair.. hate the stupid guidance counsellor..goSH//i needed a timetable change then he got all mad and rude and starting blabbing all these mean stuff at me.. :@ i just told him i need to change my courses..and then when he was changing my timetable.. he just told me to get my math textbook.. and PRINTED the NEWLY schedule while i was NOT there!!!! and he put me on second lunch.. WHY? OMF***IN GOD... hate him.. i mean im new to the school.. i met new friends.. and now he wants me to stay away from then? omgggggg i am so PISSED... cant believe how mean he is... giving me all this attitude and kept on saying he was stressed and that its so hard to change timetables...but HELLLO thats ur job mister!! so stop comnplaining and being all whiney.. **SIGH** now i got no friends to sit with.. cuz of that whole lunch thing... so mad.,..is there any bright side to this??? i don't think so.../ well .... hmm... at least theres less chance that il see "him" and a bigger chance that i might see "him2"