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LOVE 'FUCKIN' HURTS...

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what the HELL!!! is wrong with me? WHY IS IT SO HARD TO FORGET...my heart still HURTS ever moment she tells me how nice and sweet he is treating her!...and how he really loves her...

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all this time i thought the one he really like was me...

i guess i was thinking WAY too much
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my heart

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please save me.

trying but not suceeding

my heart really hurts.. i try to not think about it..i tell myself that i am so totally over this...but in the end..i still care.. i still think about it...why is it so hard to get over. im in tears while it is in happiness, i try to be happy because it is my friend. it is my good friend. i feel like a selfish friend, friends dont do that to each other...why am i so mean? why am i so evil? why am i so selfish? i should just be happy for both of it and be done with it. please i dont want anything.. i dont want to think about this.. i just want to be happy;.why is it so hard?!!

trying but not suceeding..

im so tired.. i try not to think.. but its really hard... my.. heart...hurts..

my heart hurts.

i feel so hurt...my heart...i feel a knife has been stabbed...i should be happy for her since.. she was the one who actually talked to him first.. and now they are going to the movies. omg.. i feel like.. im jealous but am i? i dont want to be mean.. but i thing him too.. a lot more.. think about everyday.. everynight.. every single second.. every minute.. every moment.. just all in my head.. cas cas cas.. get over it... please its for your own good!! get over itttttt.. pleaseeee... u dont wanna keep thin