my heart hurts.

i feel so hurt...my heart...i feel a knife has been stabbed...i should be happy for her since.. she was the one who actually talked to him first.. and now they are going to the movies. omg.. i feel like.. im jealous but am i? i dont want to be mean.. but i thing him too.. a lot more.. think about everyday.. everynight.. every single second.. every minute.. every moment.. just all in my head.. cas cas cas.. get over it... please its for your own good!! get over itttttt.. pleaseeee... u dont wanna keep thin